Here's some more correspondence from Frank. I got it about a week ago:
the conditioning...or the indoctrination...didn't take with me. for whatever reason, i couldn't be socialized 100 percent. Now watching other people is like staring at a fish tank or going to the zoo. it scares the shit out of me. if you ask why, it's because the animals are behind barriers...but the people aren't...except the ones in jail...and they're the worst of the lot. i wonder if i have become callous or indifferent to people in general and people in specific. i wonder if i could just kill one or two or more of them without feeling...
and thinking of conditioning makes me think of conditioner...the stuff you put on your hair to help it...so i think...i don't use it...and what are the conditioners used by society? the usual...sex and money...
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