One big mistake I've made in my life is having a lack of courage, or acting like a coward, especially at work.
I have put up with idiots and the idiotic situations that theymade. I can only think of a handful of bosses who i respected as superiors. The rest were idiots who weren't better than me; they were just higher up on an organizational ladder. After I left, those bosses and their organizations were worth only my scorn.
As I look back, many people take silence as approval and acceptance. Unfortunately.
I blame myself. I never had the courage to get away from one thing I wanted: Approval of my father, who ran from confrontational situations and never...never...taught me...or even urged me...to stand up for myself.
The reason is that he never stood up for himself. His mother psychologically castrated him: Cut out his backbone, guts and balls. That's why I despise the bitch.
Meanwhile, his father was distant and didn't get emotionally involved with my father's raising.
I know the word cunt is the deepest insult for a woman...much like nigger is for black...but my paternal grandmother is the one woman who I would call cunt.
That's about it for this post. More self revelations to come.